Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Insanity

"lately, I've been wondering if we are all destined to go crazy at some point in our lives and be totally irrational and obsessive and nuts.
I don't want to go insane."
but then, I'm afraid that I already am and its inevitable and I can't stop it.

"why not just stop worrying about it and deal with it if it starts to happen?
otherwise you will become obsessive about whether you are becoming obsessive?"

"do you know when it starts to happen?
or is it one of those things that everyone else sees, but no one says anything
people tell me that I'm nuts, and that I'm crazy all the time
what if its true?
and I dont even know it?"

"then why does it matter?"
" because its not ok."

I just had this conversation. Really.

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